“For the creation was subjected to frustration. . . in hope that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the glorious freedom of the children of God. We ourselves. . . groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies” (Romans 8: 20,21,23).
A few months ago my husband retired and we moved to a new state to be closer to our daughters. We found a house we liked and believed it was the right choice, but it needed much more work than we anticipated.
We have spent weeks renovating and repairing. We had to buy many new things, which I normally enjoy doing, but the defectiveness of countless items robbed me of that enjoyment. I spent hours returning and re-ordering things. I finally had to learn to live with some defects.
Defects aren’t limited to my possessions–they are in me. I have a defective back and muscles that limit my walking, sitting, and exercising. Pain and age are affecting my physical appearance.
My deteriorating memory can’t recall names of people in our new church and neighborhood or directions to new locations. My eye problems limit my reading and computer work to minutes rather than hours.
And for now, I can’t exchange this defective body for a new one.
I long to be liberated from the defects of this fallen world and one day I will be. Right now I can choose to be frustrated by them or to accept them and make the most of what God has given me.
Defectiveness is a constant reminder that this present world is not all there is. The defect-free body and world I yearn for will come in God’s perfect timing.
In the meantime, I need to remember that my spiritual perfection is what matters most to God. Having a godly outlook and striving to be Christ-like in my thoughts and actions should be my primary focus, and keeping a thankful and balanced attitude about the defects here is one of the tools God is using to achieve just that.
Prayer: O Lord, when I am tempted to dwell too much on the imperfections of this world and body, remind me that these imperfections will not last forever. Whether these defects are simply inconvenient or whether they are life-altering, use them to grow me in patience, endurance, and hope. Amen.
About the author:
Bronlynn Spindler lives in North Carolina and is blessed to have the support and encouragement of a wonderful husband and three grown daughters, one wonderful son-in-law, and two more coming into the family this fall. God’s grace and strength have brought her through thyroid cancer and continue to sustain her through ongoing back pain, depression, headaches, multiple sensitivities, eye pain, and fibromyalgia. You may view her blog of devotionals at http://www.aplaceofsprings57.blogspot.com.
What causes you the most frustration in your physical or mental limitations? How is God trying to use these imperfections to conform you more into His image?
Perhaps you have tried to explain the pain of your body before by saying it feels like it has lived in a war zone. In this song of Building 429 singing “War Zone” it does describe not just how our faith goes through a crisis sometimes, but how our body is literally worn out as well. And yet God is still there… I hope this encourages you. My body has been in it sown war zone for 3 weeks now and I needed the encouragement! -Lisa